hair

My hair has needed some attention for a while and I finally scheduled an appt with my guy for tonight. I walked in and I knew he was going to tell me something specific. I totally knew but was hoping I was wrong. I've been going to my hair guy for about 8 years now. I'd consider us friends. I feel I know more about him and his life than I do some of my friends. He's just really real and open and genuine. Another friend mentioned recently that they were somewhere and had a deeper conversation with a stranger than they have ever had some some of their friends. I feel the same way about hair guy. I wonder if he's so open with all his clients. I honestly hope he's not as I can't see how that could be good for his life or heart. So, I sat down, asked him what was up and he told me exactly what I feared he would tell me. My heart still hurts for him and everything he's going through. He mentioned he feels like Job. And I would totally agree. He's just going through an amazing amount of crap at the moment. I don't understand what God is doing but I do pray hair guy and God have a really good, long, chat and God draws him to himself.

Even though it was really hard listening to him it was also refreshing is some wierd way. And I felt. I really felt. Sure it was pain. But somedays I wonder if I will ever really feel anything again. (ok, thats a little dramatic but somedays I just want to really feel something and stop pushing everything aside or bottling it up) So, hair guy did a great job on my hair. It's a bit shorter now but its cool. You'll be fine with it. So I gave him a hug, said a few words and continued on...