hummm

I know I worry and think too much. I then talk too much and say retarded things. I need to accept that my friends do actually like me and are not going to totally walk away. I also need to fully accept that even when I feel unvalued that I probably do in fact have value - people just might not express it how I'd like them too. I am also aware (contrary to popular belief) that the world does not revolve around me. Maybe I should look around at others lives more. I am also aware that boys are weird. They just think differently, process differently, need differently. Therefore I shall stamp them with the label of "weird." I'll try to accept them anyway. ok. thats all.

(this blog has nothing to do with SC by the way. it really doesn't.
also - I am really quite content and happy in a huge chunk of my life.)