Seasons

Read this recently about singleness: http://blog.inthenameoflove.org/archives/3729

"I wanted to save her from the pain of solitude, but something hit me. This season of solitude will be exchanged for a season of joy, but with joy comes change and with change comes pain and with pain comes endurance and with endurance comes a new season."

I think I am pretty content in my singleness b/c I hate change. Like really really hate it, resist it, avoid it, loathe it even. But I do get quite lonely sometimes. But it's good. It's all good. I know alone and we are becoming pretty good friends. I do think there is a chunk of me that stays single out of selfishness though. And fear.